Getting over you

I shouldn't have fallen in love with you, it was after all a very short period.
Yet I did.
No regrets, now that you're gone, I should really get over you.
You still haunt my dreams and my waking hour, how the hell do I get over you.
I've been close with another, yet you still haunt my thought.
I should, must and will get over you and I hope and pray for it to happen soon.
Screw you! You, who never had any intention to be with me, I hate you with all my heart!
This is me, getting apiece with myself,  I'm moving on.
Good bye jerk!

-A-

Sunday morning random thought

It's hard to be yourself and keep up with what is expected by society, at the same time not be called abnormal... insane. Hence, you'll be stuck in a longer identity crisis. I guess you can't satisfy both, either you try to be yourself or conform with the norm... or maybe you could get away with both... who knows... meh... I'm still wondering myself.
There are so many things that I would like to do but fear of society backlash... people say ignore others but can you really pretend to be deaf and ignore everything while still be a social human.... all this conflicted thoughts have got my head spinning on overdrive.... help!!!!! It's an enigma on its own HAH!

-A-

A post that I found stuck in my draft from 2010 :O

So long 2009, welcome 2010

I’ve been wanting to put this down in a note for god knows how long, and yes I’m still a darn good procrastinator!

I really hope to start this New Year with a fresh new start. A new job and a hope to off to Uni again (fingers cross for this one) and I really really hope to have a brand new and improved love life. Yeah, life’s been dull without love, what can I say. I guess I’ve really been unlucky in that area of my life. Not that I’m lucky on other areas, but I do have tons of things I have to be thankful about.

I’m thankful for the family and relatives I've been blessed with, the friends I’ve been lucky enough to be surrounded with, won’t be able to forget the happiness and joy that we shared. I’m thankful about the memories that I was able to create with these friends. Some of them are my colleagues from my old company; some of them are friends from High School or Uni even. I’m certain that I miss some of my friends whom are all busy with their life right now. I pray that our path crosses each other again and we will be able to meet up and hang out in the near future.

And for this so called guy that I’ve been liking for the past few months, I know you don’t like me and I’m pretty sure you’re not worth the effort so I’m gonna have to say good bye and thanks for the knowledge that you’ve unconsciously/consciously gave me. This is my farewell to you, I wish you well J

It’s a brand new year a fresh new start. Sadly, I’m gonna have to start having a resolution or I’ll be cursed with procrastination again L

Adios!

It's been forever!

It's been forever since I last wrote on my blog I even forgot about it!
Days are going really sloooowwwwwww.... nothing to do... still looking for work, chasing interviews (well not really since I've only seriously applied to 2 companies, hopefully wud be accepted in the 1 that I've always wanted to work in... insya allah!)
As for boys... I have 2 current celebrity crush, well it's more like characters in TV series, one played by Christopher Gorham and the other by Eric Christian Olsen. I have no idea what their charms are, but god they are soo cute and their TV personality is damn great! Dunno how they are in real life but they seem to be committed to whatever relationship they currently have, both happily married btw ^^
I just pray that my future hubby wud at least be like them personality wise, I don't mind physique wise though *wishful thinking* but still... hmmmphhhh... Cute and adorable personality yet serious when they need to be, what a dream guy! :P

-A-