clarity

I just wish the world works in a way of clarity, plain black and white and not all gray because it would help ease the head ache of interpreting the gray area that are presented to my face! I mean seriously I love clarity for every reason, life, work, love, all aspect of life.
It's frustrating how people can not say the obvious and rather play around the bush presenting us with words and not facts which results in the gray area... I f***ing hate not being able to understand the subtle meaning of everything in life! aaaahhhh!!!!!

bad bad feeling

have you ever feel weird or like something bad is going to happen? because i'm feeling one right now, this really weird awkward feeling, feels like my stomach's being twisted juz cause this really really bad weird feeling, I hope nothing bad is going to happen today, but who knows what the future holds anyway, all i could do is just pray and be prepared, i honestly seriously hate this feeling, i just wish that it would go away soon! :(