I just finished watching bones finale for the 3rd season, at the end of it something deep occur to me... how it hurts being betrayed by a friend (fyi zach did kill that guy, if u don't know what I'm talking about, watch bones season 3 episode 15 :P)
Sooo.... I begin searching throughout the internet and here are the definitions I've manage to extract on what friendship means:
friend·ship
–noun 1. the state of being a friend; association as friends: to value a person's friendship.
2. a friendly relation or intimacy.
3. friendly feeling or disposition.
(dictionary.com)
well anyway I wasn't here to talk about what friendship means literally, but I'm gonna talk about what being backstabbed by someone you consider as friends (friends actually means more than just acquantance where you just meet and greet for all that is necessary, friends has a deeper emotional meaning for me)
so back to betrayed, how many times were you let down by your dear friends? yet you extend your hands again when they realize they made a mistake and ask for forgiveness... but then again till when will you keep doing this? when will you say enough is enough and hit the conclusion that a certain friends are not worth keeping?
but then again, who hasn't been backstabbed? so I'm gonna ask your opinion what it feels being betrayed by your dearest friends?
I'll start with how I feel, hell I'll define what 1 among all the definitions of betrayed means to me [remember this is only 1, it's not a benchmark, it's an example! =) ] and how it hurts knowing your dearest friend betrayed your trust.
TBH it freaking hurts a lot, I have to hear from other people that my friend is actually already in the same country as I am, I have to hear from another friend that they are back with their ex (although you've asked them subtly more than once). If you say that I'm in the illusion that friends has to know everything, well I'm not saying I need to know everything about my friend, it's just what needs to be known, after all being in a relationship is a good thing to share (well unless you're ashame of your relationship) and worst being in the same country as you and you don't wanna tell me... well I guess i misjudged that friendship and you're not worth being friends with.... hah i'm rambling again... just letting out my frustrations regarding certain friends that i could never understand why am I still friends with them, call me stupid, i don't care but know for sure that you don't count as my friend anymore, you're just an acquantance to me...! :)
